The stormy skies at Marble View were a perfect match for my feelings in turmoil, yet ultimately soothed and calmed me down.
The day began with sunrise at Sunset Crater then onto the Kaibab Plateau and Marble View with a stop at the North Rim Country Store to top off fuel and say hi. Believe it or not, I drove away without paying but had left my credit card behind. I didn’t get far along Forest Road (FR) 611 when I realized my stupidity and turned around. Then back again and it took about an hour from pavement to get to Marble View overlook on the Kaibab National Forest. One of my favorite places to camp, look for fossils, storm watch, and just hang out.
After parking and leveling in the perfect spot for views I let Sierra out and she roamed a little but not too far then hid in the wheel wells for at least an hour. She was more than ready to get out of the camper but I’m sure found all the smells and textures very different than Yarnell.
I had the place to myself for a while and only had to share with two other campers. Storms blew from west to east yet mostly stayed to the north of me. I love watching and feeling the power of monsoon storms. It only rained on me a bit yet I heard that Flagstaff was hit with both hail and rain so I left there in time.
Clouds were too heavy for much of a sunset however rays struck out just before sinking below the horizon to shine on the valley and outline a bit of the walls of Marble Canyon where the Colorado River flows.
The morning started off only partly cloudy then continued to build throughout the day.
While only a light rain fell on and off throughout the day thunder and lightning kept my attention as the storms wrapped around the point to the north and south. House Rock Valley got hit hard causing flash flooding according to the Flagstaff weather reports. I like being high and relatively dry at Marble View.
Sierra only went out briefly first thing in the morning then stayed in the rest of the day. All that thunder booming might have had something to do with that. Then when it was almost time to go to bed, windy and slightly raining when I went outside to unplug my electric, and she slips out on my return. Of course she doesn’t come when called and I decide to go to bed. When I woke up at 2am and opened the door she was happy to come inside.
Friday morning again begins with only a few clouds and I get out for a walk. At the point the view takes in north to south. Marble Canyon is seen below. Far off to the left the Vermilion Cliffs rise up and due east is Navajo Mountain about 100 miles away.
The far wall of North Canyon clearly reveals the East Kaibab Monocline. The east-dipping fold developed between 80-50 million years ago during the uplift of the Kaibab Plateau.
There is very little soil on this 270 million year old Kaibab limestone making it easy to search for marine fossils. What flowers grow are stunted almost like being on a tundra. The wind can be fierce and the trees are twisted and gnarled on this ancient landscape.
Late in the afternoon storms again rolled from the west. The last slash of light created a glow to the east.
I was inside processing sunset photos when the phone call I’ve been waiting for not to happen came through. Berta passed away peacefully in her sleep. I posted the above photo on Facebook dedicated to the most amazing woman I’ve known so far. Then I shut down the whole social media thing knowing there would be a huge response I was not ready to deal with yet.
It was understandably a rough night. I am so sad for the loss of my best friend, yet I am happy she is gone. Her family did everything possible to make her comfortable to the end. And now it is time to grieve and recover. We will carry her memory to the end of our days.
In the morning I let Sierra out and she went wandering down the forest road. I wondered if I’d ever see her again. Then about 20 minutes later she returned and curled up on the hood. I know I need to quit worrying about her, but I do. I’ve tipped her world upside down.
More heavy storms this time dropping hail briefly followed by a steady rain. Heavy wind picked up from the northwest and the temperature dropped radically. I spent most of the day indoors and took a few phone shots through the window.
My last day was mostly clear with some big fluffy clouds to create light and shadow play across the valley below. I started to make arrangements for the next move, into the park. I am feeling some mixed emotions about being on the North Rim.
I could just live right here enjoying the scene through storms, sunshine, or rainbows. Well at least until the snow came. But it’s time to move into the park and visit the canyon and friends.
Lovely, lovely photos and the one of you is really good. I feel like you are right here in the room with us. It seems Sierra is happy to be a gypsy also and is getting used to the idea. Maybe she is also glad to get away from the scorpions 🙂 I am sure you have mixed feelings about being at the North Rim but the photo you put on FB yesterday sure paid off, it was brilliant. Take care, hugs from us both Diane and Nigel
Thanks Diane. I don’t frequently take selfies. Sierra seems to be adjusting and not bolting for the door when I tell her to stay. May make a gypsy cat out of her yet. I am going to buy a harness today in town when I visit Bill in Kanab.
Your journey is providing you with some wonderful photo’s Gaelyn Those clouds would be a welcome sight to us here in Crete, its so very hot and there has been an awful forest fire in Athens with many people losing their lives. I am so sorry to hear you have lost your dear friend Berta but she will now rest in peace. Enjoy your travels and I shall look forward to seeing more of your great photo’s of the Grand Canyon. The East Kaibab Monocline by the way, must be a geologists paradise.
Sorry to hear about your fires. Happening in many places in the west also. Thank you for your condolences. The entire Colorado Plateau is a geologsists dream.
Such amazing photos. You have an incredible life. What a gift your friendship was to your friend. How lovely you can care for the cat!
Thanks. And thanks for the reminder about my incredible life. It hasn’t felt like that in a while.
Great pictures! Gives me ideas of some more places to travel when I can hit the road. Isn’t it hot this time of year?
Thanks. This is a gorgeous and pretty easy place to get to. Not so hot at over 8000 feet.
So sorry about Berta but you can take comfort in knowing that her family took good care of her at the end of her life.
I love those moody dark cloud photos. Monsoon season makes for interesting photography.
Thank you. She died in peace surrounded by love. Monsoon is my favorite season in the SW.
Oh Gaelyn, I am so sorry for your loss. I know you were as prepared as you could be and that Berta was powerfully loved to the end. I only hope I can also die peacefully in my sleep. Will you keep Sierra? What will happen to her home?
I Love your spot at Marble view, so isolated and alone with BIG clouds overhead. Perhaps Sierra learned her lesson about not coming back. Even slightly raining may not have been her cup of tea. Love that Friday morning picture. A view of 100 miles is amazing. Fabulous look at the dark clouds and slash of light.
Also love the picture of you despite your sorrow and the rainbow seems a very good omen. I admire you for going to the park to visit considering this summer’s difficulties with them. Did you have to get a reservation?
Thanks Sherry. I think we all hope to end our days in peace. If Sierra can learn how to travel, and she’s getting better at, then she stays with me. I promised Berta I’d take care of her. No idea what will happen to Berta’s house right now. Don’t think there’s any plan to sell.
I’m thinking that overnight experience taught Sierra something about going out after dark. She really hasn’t bolted in a while and I got her a harness and leash that is still a learning process.
Marble View was the perfect start for both of us. I love the dramatic skies brought on by monsoon.
It wasn’t easy to drive through the park entrance but once I got to talking to friends it got easier. Might try to head back the end of August when people I know are visiting. I didn’t stay in the park’s campground which is usually reservation only.
So sorry about your friend Berta. She seemed like a great friend. Social Media has changed the whole dying thing. I had an acquaintance of mine get on facebook and say goodbye because he didn’t think he would last 24 hours, and he didn’t.
Sierra is quite cat and you are patient with her. I think most cats would just disappear if they got out of the camper and she keeps coming back. Smart cat.
My word what views you have the photos you took. Wonderful.
Take care, have a great visit at the rim.
Thanks Alan. Don’t think I’ve ever received a social media message from a person before their death. But the one’s that come from family members afterwards are quite the jolt.
Sierra is doing better everyday.
You were there for and with Berta as much as possible, I hope knowing that, and thoughts of the friendship and love you shared continue to give you comfort and joy in the times ahead. It was perfect that the skies matched your feelings, then calmed and soothed you. What a beautiful place that is.
Now that you have the harness and will be able to keep Sierra tethered whenever she is outside you won’t have to wonder if you will ever see her again. Taking care of her is an ongoing gift to Berta. I think you’ll enjoy having her live with you more, too, when you have less reason to worry about her.
Thank you Mary. Part of the joy of having Sierra is the constant reminder of Berta. She lets me put the harness on without too much trouble but we’ve only gone out on leash for a little bit so far. I don’t want to worry about her constantly.
I’m very sorry about Berta, Gaelyn. I’m sure the two of you had many adventures and good times together so, hopefully, those will comfort you. I’m glad you got Sierra a harness. I have/had many, many cats and most of them would bolt if they were outside in a strange environment if they heard a loud noise, saw a wild animal, etc. Sierra must be an especially calm cat but, still, it is better to be safe than sorry.
Thank you. Berta will be carried in my memory to the end of my days. Surprisingly Sierra is doing OK with the harness. We haven’t been to many place where she’s been out walking on the leash yet. Baby steps. She is used to going in and out at home.